In a few days, school is about to start again.
Again another summer vacation at end, and I did nothing but stress and strain.
I got used to the huge amount of sleep.
I wake up at 14:00 now, and hopefully I get to the things I have planned for that day.
I'm so used to it ( rest ) that it is seems as though my vacation is just startding.
I don't want to start at my new internship and slave away again. Day in and day out I will have to prove myself of my worth to others.
And for what?
For a diploma. So I have proof of my worth to the world, and I might get a job.
As if a diploma really can proof my worth, or insure me of a good paying job in my furture.
And so forth I will have to slave away behind a desk and prove myself to a boss.
All this mental and physical stress and strain.
Forever I am doomed to long for summer vacations.
Forever I am doomed to a life full of everyday stress, and strain.
Forever I am doomded to a life of constantly proving myself, and convincing people of who I am, and what I am capable to do.
When, when! will be the day that I can say that I am free?!
Freedom in what I want, wherever I want.
Rest, no more alarm clocks that tell me I have to be somewhere.
No more " I have to's"
Is it all the power of money?
The only reason why I need a diploma, is to get a good paying job.
Seems like this is my only way to freedom, ...or is it?
Is earning money really freedom?
Or is money the key to freedom?
Is money the doorway to freedom, ... happiness and bliss?
Or IS money happiness and bliss.
Do happiness and bliss come with price tags?
Aren't the best things in life for free?
Or are the best things in life for sale?
Is there a minimum and maximum level for the amount of freedom and happiness, people are allowed to have?
Does happiness come with levels?
....
Do I have to buy my freedom?
What kind of f*ked up world is this!!!
Wasn't I born as a free human being?
I have the right to do whatever I want in my life.
It's my life, I have to use it and live it as good as it gets.
Be without pain, stress, mental strain.
Be worthy because I am a human being.
Be proud, Be strong, Be loved, Be free, Be happy.
Then why is it. That I feel captive in my own country. That claims to be the free world.
Why does society decide when it's time for me to free?
